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Posted by dilandoubishop - 1 month ago


My thoughts are troubled by suicide. Sometimes I wonder. Why I haven't given in. Days, or weeks would go by and...there isn't any inspiration or drive to create anything. It isn't fear anymore. Its just tiring.


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i know that feeling all to well, i see it as this. why would i give in if there are friends and family serounding me? if i cant make myself happy why not make them happy. it's what kept me going for a long time. it doesn't have to be something like getting them gifts or something expencive but just being around them and making them laugh made my day a little bit brighter, and eventually after trying new hobbies i found out about games i liked and drawing. even though i am not a proffecional i enjoyed them. and one other thing never compair yourself to others. who you are is perfect as it is. you dont need to change for other people, only for yourself. make changes to make yourself feel more comfortable and try to be positive and keep your chin up.

i hope you feel better soon ^^ i wish you the best.