I don't see any way out. I've contemplated suicide for a couple of years now. I can't do art or follow my dream. I sometimes can't sleep. I see my dead uncles face sometimes. Sometimes its my pedophile grandfather. Lintire jokingly says I'm a train wreck. Template88 tells me to fuck myself and fuck off. 2nd person believes voices are in peoples head when they kill themselves. Collio believes people who kill themselves are worthless. Troisnyx tells me people who commit suicide is weaker than a girl, and she uses someone else's anecdotal evidence to tell me her bullshit while making it a fucking race to the fucking bottom. https://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/f50795ef41077cc9dc6f0e6c3993579d and she believes I wanted this...like I wanted see my family kill themelves...or be molested https://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/c1eef37510f362ad39ce1fa571408808 I remember writing a suicide note long while ago https://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/e3d9403296611b4ad7450e82221dc40e but I don't remember what it says. I don't know what I'll do. I don't know when I'll kill myself.